I have just been informed by Amazon, that now, as soon as they finally have a copy of Secret Life of Girls for me, that the credit card used by a family member to order it for me has been cancelled and thus is not working for them So, I'm assuming it won't work for Roswell S1 DVDs either, which makes me want to scream

Now I don't know what to do

Yeah, right, like they give a damn about me.

I'm so fucking sick of everything, of myself, of my life, and everyone else. I feel like giving up...

I guess I could, but then there's also the little matter of I think I just got fired and... everything's screwed up

But thanks Maybe I can... borrow some $$$ from a dear friend and promise to pay it back

I hope so

Everything is great now, because of Jen - she is wonderful!

Well gosh it was no big deal really.

But if it was the one important thing I did in my life for someone else, then so be it.

Did you get it yet, Spice?

I my DVDs... and they me... *sigh*

too

Funny thing happened the other day to me. I was at Walmart getting office supplies for the company and happened to take a slight detour over to the video section-- low and behold-- 3 sets of the Roswell DVDs were staring at me!

Yeah, so I stood and stared at them for about five minutes. Dude, I didn't even pick one up to check out the back. It was like I was afraid to. I *sniffed*, contemplated on throwing it in as an "office supply", and then decided better wait till I get paid.

And so I left, no DVD in hand. I was actually proud that I had that sort of willpower.

See... I feel that if I *touch* it ... I won't be able to put it back down.